7/21/2006 noone but me from URL @ 12:39 AM
i feel terribly lost; that feeling of helplessness. but this time i think i know why. oh well, not that i can do anything about that.
sheesh.
ohwell, on a more postive note, i think i've learnt how to fall asleep with my eyes open; that, or i've become a darn pro stoner.
stoning is good you know; you are like in a time warp, and you dont remember anything. you dont take note of your surroundings, and your mind is just blank. - almost like when you go to sleep. just that stoning has an advantage. people actually think you're paying attention to them; when truth, be told- thats the last thing you're doing. maybe stoning is catching a nap with your eyes open. either that, or you're so tired that your brain starts sending those msges so slowly, too slowly, so that maybe the brain decides to take a break for awhile(perhaps thinking that the body wouldnt realise it). i mean, the parts of the brain that dont involve our breathing and all. so, stoning, im beginning to believe as actually good; maybe even healthy. heck, its smarter than sleeping right? anw, who came up with the word stoning? -seriously its like me saying malu-ating or sth.
okay, whatever. im in no mood to entertain anyone but myself; so if you dont get what im saying, thats your fate. if you do, good for you.
speaking of which, my bed beckons.
today wasnt one of our best days. im sorry, i truely am.